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About Me Member Critic elektricblueMale/Unknown Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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Good bye.

Fri Jun 18, 2004, 10:55 AM
Thank you all who have been here to view this page of mine.

I had opened this account to express myself, through art to the world, and more specifically, to my ex-girlfriend.

By doin the digital stuff tat i had submitted, i was expressing the ups and downs of my life.... My endeavours in being recognised in this community, and proving myself i can do it. I had tried vector art, digital painting, 3d rendering, cartoon, anime, cell-shading.. all, just to prove to myself tat wat other people can do, i can too. it was a way of satiating my deep regret for having underachieved in my real world life, namely my academic career after high school.

As i read thru my journals, and my past submissions, all the emotions tat were present in me when i was writing or doing them flowed back to me.. how i was so happy with my girlfren, minimin. i even remember wat songs i was listenin to, or how hot n sweaty i was feelin in the middle of the night n sometimes, how i felt so angry and misunderstood. i had moved them to the scraps section since it came up, coz it was a time when i tot i could move on with my life. but i cant. its almost as if all the misgivings tat i have about her, and myself, haunt me perpetually...

so i've decided to leave DA, to leave this account. because the main reason for this account has expired into thin air together with the futility of our relationship.

Thank you all, friends tat i have made here, and even more to those who reply to my ramblings in these journal entries. i wish u all the best in watever art interests u have.

because art....IS an expression of love.

...for nature, for life, tats why we draw, n make stuff..
n live with our convictions..be it anime or 3d abstract.

to papermoose, i do hope u hope u feel better with your frens, our photos are great, they see something out of our mundane lifes and tats wat make u special, not popularity or watever....and hope your camera gets fixed soon too.

to transientfaerie, i hope u move on with your life after your chocolate cookie incident too.



I love you minimin.
I really do.

But our relationship has come to this point, where we both know everything we try to do makes it even more futile.

:hug:

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Devious Info

  • Favourite movie: A Chinese Odyssey Part 2 - Cinderella
  • Favourite band or musician: Nirvana, Aerosmith, Linkin Park, Sigur Ros, Radiohead, Travis, Muse, The Vines, L'arc en ciel
  • Favourite genre of music: Melancholic
  • Favourite artist: William Blake, George Rickey
  • Favourite poet or writer: William Blake, Haruki Murakami, Fyodor Dostoevsky
  • Skin of choice: Yellow and nicely tanned
  • Favourite game: Winning Eleven.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Personal Quote: Misery seeks no company
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop

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:iconeflipmode27:
wtf sorry my first reply didn't work for some reason. thx for the comments!!

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:iconeflipmode27:
thx for the nice comments ^_^ i'm gonna upload some more pics soon

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:icontransientfaerie:
:nod:

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:iconbarefootliam:
Thanks for the +watch :-) I'll be back to look at your gallery tomorrow, I love "enuf" :D

Liam

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:iconrubberduki:
Hey there. I'm trying to get through all of your work but this computer deserves to be sitting on the curb, not here (so slow...). It takes awhile to reply to everything, so I'll just add stuff to my favourites as I go ^.^
:iconniu-chan:
u're great! i loe the shadowing in ur digital art!
:winner:

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:icongeci:
Thanx dude for soooooo meny coments! I apriciate it!
I must check out your gallery later...

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:fingerscrossed:

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