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deviation in storage by bullseyepimp



Lord of the Min
Favourite genre of music: Melancholic
Skin of choice: Yellow and nicely tanned
Personal Quote: Misery seeks no company
Thank you all who have been here to view this page of mine.

I had opened this account to express myself, through art to the world, and more specifically, to my ex-girlfriend.

By doin the digital stuff tat i had submitted, i was expressing the ups and downs of my life.... My endeavours in being recognised in this community, and proving myself i can do it. I had tried vector art, digital painting, 3d rendering, cartoon, anime, cell-shading.. all, just to prove to myself tat wat other people can do, i can too. it was a way of satiating my deep regret for having underachieved in my real world life, namely my academic career after high school.

As i read thru my journals, and my past submissions, all the emotions tat were present in me when i was writing or doing them flowed back to me.. how i was so happy with my girlfren, minimin. i even remember wat songs i was listenin to, or how hot n sweaty i was feelin in the middle of the night n sometimes, how i felt so angry and misunderstood. i had moved them to the scraps section since it came up, coz it was a time when i tot i could move on with my life. but i cant. its almost as if all the misgivings tat i have about her, and myself, haunt me perpetually...

so i've decided to leave DA, to leave this account. because the main reason for this account has expired into thin air together with the futility of our relationship.

Thank you all, friends tat i have made here, and even more to those who reply to my ramblings in these journal entries. i wish u all the best in watever art interests u have.

because art....IS an expression of love.

...for nature, for life, tats why we draw, n make stuff..
n live with our it anime or 3d abstract.

to papermoose, i do hope u hope u feel better with your frens, our photos are great, they see something out of our mundane lifes and tats wat make u special, not popularity or watever....and hope your camera gets fixed soon too.

to transientfaerie, i hope u move on with your life after your chocolate cookie incident too.

I love you minimin.
I really do.

But our relationship has come to this point, where we both know everything we try to do makes it even more futile.


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Hailyangeloflight Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer


TELL EVERYONE ON YOUR LIST BECAUSE IF SOMEBODY ON YOUR LIST ADDS HIM THEN YOU WILL GET HIM ON YOUR LIST. HE WILL FIGURE OUT YOUR ID COMPUTER ADDRESS, SO COPY AND PASTE THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE EVEN IF YOU DON'T CARE FOR THEM AND FAST BECAUSE IF HE HACKS THEIR EMAIL HE HACKS YOUR MAIL TOO (I think what it means by that is that he could assume the identity of your friends, and FOOL you into opening the letter since you think it's your friend that's sending it )!!...

Anyone using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail titled 'Mail Server Report'

If you open either file, a message will appear on If you open either file, a message will appear on your screen saying: 'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful.'

Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC,

And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password.

This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it .

The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself 'life owner'..


Remember, always be careful of messages you receive in email-don't open them unless you're 100% POSITIVE they're safe. If you have even the SLIGHTEST doubt, DON'T open it-DELETE it, it's the smart thing to do!

eflipmode27 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2004
wtf sorry my first reply didn't work for some reason. thx for the comments!!
eflipmode27 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2004
thx for the nice comments ^_^ i'm gonna upload some more pics soon
transientfaerie Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2004   Digital Artist
barefootliam Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2004
Thanks for the +watch :-) I'll be back to look at your gallery tomorrow, I love "enuf" :D

RubberDuki Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2004
Hey there. I'm trying to get through all of your work but this computer deserves to be sitting on the curb, not here (so slow...). It takes awhile to reply to everything, so I'll just add stuff to my favourites as I go ^.^
shell-x Featured By Owner May 31, 2004
thanks for the :+devwatch:!

n the comment.
niu-chan Featured By Owner May 28, 2004
u're great! i loe the shadowing in ur digital art!
bullseyepimp Featured By Owner May 21, 2004
thanks for the fav :D
geci Featured By Owner May 20, 2004  Professional Digital Artist
Thanx dude for soooooo meny coments! I apriciate it!
I must check out your gallery later...
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